Confessions...

Helloooo! Waaaieww..... I just got up in a sad, sunless morning of Sunday. First confession: alcohol has taken its toll tonight, yesterday I drank toooooooooo much... stuff happens! uffffffffff.... my head is about to blow up... Ok, news... ummm... nothing. I'm now in a rather sad phase of my life (sorry, I don't want to bore anyone...) Admittedly, for some time nothing makes sense to me, videos, female mask, crossdressing .. . The only thing I was excited, the femskin, is now light years away. Its high price, coupled with little success to lose weight, make it a distant project. Yes, I have tried to lose weight, because now I could not be within the femskin, although I know that is very elastic. I don't want to take refuge in alcohol, because I'm not an alcoholic, but sometimes it's hard, veeeery hard... Confession 2: two months ago, to exit the routine and boredom, I wanted to do a test. I accept the proposition of a guy in a chat. "Come to my house, darling" he told me (he had seen my videos) "You bring your sexy clothes, and we'll have a good time you and me". I went to his house and I dressed as a woman, (or bitch...). I had already shaved my whole body to be "more beautiful". Mesh stockings, high heels, vinyl mini skirt, a low cut top, fake breasts... and the wig. I felt ridiculous in front of that guy, although he insisted that I looked beautiful. He began to caress me, told me nice things, and touched my fake tits... But then, came the worst: he was naked. And when I saw his huge cock, I didn't like. I do not know what to do. I tried to kiss her, caress her, but I felt nauseous. I had to apologize, and I fled from that house. I never saw her again that boy. Nothing. I'm not gay, and I'm not so woman as I thought. I'm not transsexual, I'm just a transvestite. A fetish transvestite. That's it. I like that people admires my body, fake body, my dresses, my clothes.. That's it. Anything cross that barrier for me is getting a bit more in the quicksand. Recently I read the blog of a guy, he says that he's a transsexual, has some crossdressing videos on youtube. She's gorgeous. I'm very happy for her, and I hope everything goes well .

Changing the topic! I have found this video on another blog that I follow, I hope you enjoy it.

Playlist

Hello! This is a little entry... I have changed a bit the main page of my blog and I have introduced a new element. This is a playlist that will accompany you while you read my blog. I hope you like my songs.
Ok. I just bought a new catsuit. I found it by casuality, but it was a great discovery. It is this. Yes, I'm crazy... but I can't resist when I see some catsuit so fetish. It is a true wonder manufactured in white vinyl, and I hope you send me soon. I could have bought a suit of white latex, (because there are) but are also much more expensive and fragile. I'm a dork, so I need something tough like vinyl, since the latex clothes break easily. A new video... I think you have to wait a bit yet... First... holidays! hahaha! and after the holidays, I want to buy a new camera to make new videos, because I have many ideas that I want to implement them. One of my ideas is to make a new video with my red catsuit and with this white catsuit, I want to complete a trilogy that began with the androgynous doll. Greetings!

New game online

I've found a new game online very, very fun. It's like the sims online, you can buy clothing, pets, a house... Currently is not a crossdressing game, but you can buy clothes of all kinds. That is, if you create a male avatar, you can buy female clothes and vice versa. Obviously I have already "transformed" my avatar and the result is this:

BEFORE

AFTER

I just added a new product in my store. Is a compilation of pictures of my new red suit. In fact, the photos are coming out on my youtube video, but not "modify". This is a little example:

Red & Black

Hello! This is a bad day... my camcorder is broken :( I don't know what happened, but I could not finish the recording of my video "red & hot". I can't extract the few files on the hard disk of my camcorder. Is dead, all dead. After a few days without knowing what to do, I had an idea. I could get a few pictures and then make a video with them.. The next day, I went back to fit inside the red catsuit and with my camera (of photos), I took a few pictures. The costume that comes in the video, is a spectacular and very comfortable red vinyl catsuit from fets&fash. I bought some time with the idea to change it and make a costume for Asuka Langley, I hope I get it right!
So for now, nothing more... I don't know when I can buy another camcorder, I hope soon ... the summer holidays are near and I have to think about saving...

Closetmonster

Hellooo!! Closetmonster has been updated, and surprise! my blog are on the links page. Thank you very much for including my blog on your page, was a detail!

Good news

Hello everybody! I'm back. Well, these are difficult times for me. A disappointment of love, was added my last disaster on youtube. Anyway, I keep on working to provide more fetish. I am currently writing a story, I hope posting here soon. This is a TG story about a boy who decides to help his sister in the cheerleading team. It's very exciting and erotic, I hope you enjoy it. A part of this TG story, I'm working with my new kigurumi mask. I hope to have it finished soon. I have some tips that I can make a mold without breaking. My next video... I don't know when I will come back to update another video on youtube, because now I have no desire. I have written many times about this topic, about the persecution they are subjected to my videos and I have no desire to write more on this topic. Anyway, I have good news! Last thursday, I received to my home my last purchase, an amazing red vinyl catsuit. I'm already working on my new video (I hung up to my video store), but for now, I leave this photomontage: